So I got this IM this morning, and in spite of the apparent inability to capitalize, the fellow seemed friendly enough, and we were chatting along quite merrily for a while about the relative merits of poly vs. swinging and open attitudes toward sexuality...
(10:12:08 am)HippyRomeo:morning :)
(10:15:04 am)TheSnob:Good morning.
(10:16:01 am)HippyRomeo:how are you?
(10:16:05 am)HippyRomeo:how long poly?
(10:16:24 am)TheSnob:I'm fine, thank you. A little over a year, almost a year and a half.
(10:16:38 am)HippyRomeo:finding it suits you then? :)
(10:17:09 am)TheSnob:Very much so.
(10:17:16 am)HippyRomeo::)
(10:17:30 am)HippyRomeo:i grew up w/ openly poly-swing parents...been around both all my life
(10:18:36 am)TheSnob:Interesting... what was that like, as a kid? How aware were you of it being their lifestyle?
(10:19:20 am)HippyRomeo:yes we were aware...they were/are the nudist,hedonist,free-love-hippy types
(10:19:34 am)TheSnob:That is very cool. :)
(10:20:15 am)HippyRomeo:it was...an amazing environment to be a teen going thru sexual discovery...no shame
(10:20:32 am)HippyRomeo:but also sometimes difficult being so different
(10:20:47 am)HippyRomeo:not the kind of house you could just bring a friend home from school to
(10:20:53 am)TheSnob:I can only imagine.
(10:21:07 am)TheSnob:Had to call ahead and make sure people were dressed? :D
(10:21:28 am)HippyRomeo:yeah...introductions would be awkward...
(10:21:39 am)HippyRomeo:"thats my mom...and that lady going down on her is nancy..."
(10:23:50 am)TheSnob:*gigglefit*
(10:24:27 am)HippyRomeo:we were taught respect,honesty,responsibilty...
(10:24:44 am)HippyRomeo:and with those, encouaged to enjoy sexuality openly
(10:28:39 am)TheSnob:I fully approve of that mindset.
(10:29:28 am)HippyRomeo:sex was personal...but only private if one chose it to be so
(10:33:13 am)TheSnob:*nodding*
(10:35:51 am)HippyRomeo:do u swing?
(10:36:01 am)HippyRomeo:or just poly?
(10:37:30 am)TheSnob:Just poly, for the most part, though I've found that not everyone has the same definitions of poly and swinging. What do they mean to you?
(10:38:15 am)HippyRomeo:swinging is sex w/ random ppl...
(10:42:29 am)TheSnob:Yeah, we're poly, we don't really swing. We like to get to know people.
(10:42:50 am)HippyRomeo:im w you
(10:43:01 am)HippyRomeo:now at least
(10:43:13 am)HippyRomeo:at 17 id do anyone
(10:44:47 am)TheSnob:*laugh* 'Tis the nature of the beast, when you're a teenager.
...then things abruptly took a hard turn to the left.
(10:45:26 am)HippyRomeo:youd think that our house being what it was, sex would be raunchy and wild
(10:45:36 am)HippyRomeo:but it was sweet and kind and giving
(10:46:06 am)HippyRomeo:the first time i had sex was with one of my sisters friends...(redacted) was there and basically held my hand the whole time
(10:46:48 am)TheSnob:(redacted) is your sister, I take it?
(10:47:21 am)HippyRomeo:yes
(10:48:14 am)TheSnob:That sounds…. sweet.
(10:48:21 am)HippyRomeo:it was nice
(10:48:35 am)HippyRomeo:they'd been letting me watch them play for a while
(10:48:46 am)HippyRomeo:and her friend want to be my first
(10:52:41 am)HippyRomeo:ive always suspected tho that what she really wanted was to see (redacted) and i play
(10:54:38 am)TheSnob:Huh.
(10:55:13 am)HippyRomeo:i think her friend wanted my more involved than watching in hopes (redacted) and i would play
(10:55:48 am)TheSnob:That seems like an odd thing to hope for.
Thereafter was silence; one that I hope lingers indefinitely, because I'm afriad that if the confirmation were to continue, it might confirm a suspicion that, frankly, makes me feel decidedly dirty.
And not in a fun way.
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